To the eye the yellow flower has past its best, yet still it clings on to its existance, soot covered and ageing, yet still beautifull because it did what it was created to do, alone and four stories up growing out of a chimney stack.

And maybe, just maybe after its year alone its death will see that many will bloom in that place and all because it was brave enough to stand alone shinning out the GLORY of GOD to those lucky enough to have notticed or blessed enough to have their gaze led to that spot by others.

So stand firm brave little flower for your creator chose for you to be there and you are not alone for I have seen you and loved you and I will weep at your passing. But will celebrate praising GOD for the fruit of your existance.

Thank you for teaching me about OUR FATHER.

Hello...............
I love you all very much.
Yep that includes YOU
and YOU and indeed YOU
And yess YOU can consider yourself amoungst the
YOU'S to
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Are you feeling the love I do hope so.

I am watching lightning trying to cut the sky, but the sky is not having any of it. It keeps on yelling at the lightning in an angry voice. I am drinking lapsang out of one mug and aspro clear out of another, its just been one of those days.

Today I am struggling to find someone to share my path, I long to be out there, but am wanting to share out there with someone. Don't even know what out there actually is today. All I know is that its just not in here.

Anyway I guess its the rain it does funny things to me. It does funny things to my feet!! They are still slightly green even after a shower. One good thing about the rain is the way the ground feels underneath my bare feet.

Prayed dressed in a bin bag and did a backspin in a pool of paint at 2.30am...................... my toes look funny all green with my metalic pink nail varnish shining through.

I am loving the freedom I have in God, knowing who I am in him is amazing.

I am sleepy now but don't want the night to end even though it is 9.25am. I can see a yellow flower growing out of a chimney stack , I love it when things are in places they shouldn't be able to survive. If God can make a chimney stack bloom then he can make the meadows bloom again........

Have found some of my cwmbroighi, and had the guts to tell them!!!

I love to walk with bare legs and feet in the mist....

Edinburgh is misty, I pray that the Holy Spirit will move like this mist around this city, the city of my heart.

Come Lord Jesus Come, bind up the broken hearted of this city, set its captives free,

Come Lord Jesus Come, bind up Edinburgh's broken heart and set Edinburgh free from captivity.

Have mercy on this city oh Great and mercyfull God,

In the precious name of Jesus,

AMEN <><

And help he did.

Now why does it supprise me so much that God cares about the little things like helping me in exams even when I forgot about it and only spent one day revising. If it was me I would be inclined to think along the lines of " Now do you actually deserve this Emily " But our heavenly father doesn't think like this. He delights in us, thats properly good and more than just a little cool.

I realised today that the PEACE approach works because HE is The Prince of Peace. Thank you all so much for the prayers because this I believe is the key to effective Peace approaching:- bathe it in prayers. I am utterly blessed today by your prayers.

I think we have to enter Gods peace by faith even when we don't feel peace, it is a concious act of faith, kind of our decision. See I'm bumbling, I said I would!!!!

HELP......................................