A time for pushing through...

... its early spring, I think,
I'm never quite sure of the official date but the land is being all springful,
but this is like the hardest time for me. My head is kind of caving in and I feel
like I have a constant silent scream going on inside and like all my cells are resonating
at a higher frequency than usual and I can hear their high pitched hum.

but this is a time to push on through, like the bulbs through the ground.